Asking for help

I hate asking others for help so much.

I don’t know why, but I find it incredibly difficult to ask anyone for anything.

I like to stand on my own two feet. Go it alone. The lone wolf.

Maybe it’s hubris thing.

Perhaps, not asking for help is my downfall. My fatal flaw.

I understand there’s no shame in asking for help, I do. I just find it extremely difficult and uncomfortable. I also believe you shouldn’t rely on anyone for anything because they may let you down.

I don’t know what I’m trying to say here, maybe nothing. Maybe I’m just getting this off my chest and out of my head.